Broken Strings; James Morrison feat. Nelly Furtado

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your
heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last
train when it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on,
but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not
enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your
heart don't want to feelI can't tell something that ain't real

Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that yourheart don't want to feel
I can´t tell you something that ain't real

Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

Its been quite a while since i wrote anyhting worthwhile in here. To be honest I thought about deleting this blog altogether but on seeing that I need a space to share my happiness, I decided not to. Anyway, just an update;

I became Fb friends with Jordan Knight..of NKOTB. I waited 16 years for this moment..and as weird as it is, I think its just , well..not a big deal. he seems as human as anyone else and its just cool.

I have been thinking alot about some stuff that have helped me get back some good feelings, although they weren't neccesarily good. partly good and well, mostly bad. Can't help it; its a karma thing.

Well, catch ya later..when I have more ideas to be happy that is ;)

I have found

I have found
What certain must be
Something unsure
Yet, meant to be

I have found
Truth
In a hidden point..
Love
In a sad goodbye..

I have found
The reality of life
Not a puppet show
Or any sort

I have found..
Love..or maybe
Happiness..
Something I was..had been

Searching for...

And the coolness of your smile is
stirring of birds between my arms;
but i should rather than anything
have(almost when hugeness will shut quietly)
almost, your kiss..

i have found what you are like; e.e. cummings

'Til everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns
Til everything burns... '

everything burns; Ben Moody featuring Anastacia

The night is long and as I stand under the tree and look up, the twinkling stars look down on me and bow in happiness. A slow, cool breeze blows over me and I feel you stand close. I smell your familiar scent and you hold me in your arms. You whisper your secret dreams and you tell me of how much you have missed me, your smile lights up the darkness that surrounds us.

I hold on to you as you gently kiss my lips, slowly, growing into an urgency that floods me with an uncontrolable desire; a rush.. then in a moment you are there, you are gone.

I look out the window as I sit up on my bed..I still hear your voice ringing in my ears...yet..

It was just a dream...

Love

How do you know if its absolutely right?
How do you know when what you feel is true?
How will you know if all that's been said isn't a lie?
How will you feel if he did feel like you?

Would you walk away?
Would you stay?
Would you give your mended heart
And risk it being broken again?

You never know
Unless you try..
Unless you give in
And return the favor and feel how he feels
And know how he really does..
Miss you...