Trying to pretend to be happy, will just hit you in the face. So if you have to be angry..go ahead and yell. No one should tell you what to do; don't have the bloody right to. Its your life to screw up and slip off, so do what you want.

Except sometimes, I wish I had half the guts to do it; and I don't... so life sucks that way..

Ahh well, at least it gives me time to smell more of the roses..even if they're dead ones.